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Paul McCartney is beautiful, man. genuinely, wow. what's more is that sometimes when you look at him he looks like a girl. beatlemania hair was androgynous. anyway, this is unrelated to the point of the blogpost: gender. dysphoria. hahaha! I'm really treading new ground here. sarcastic. it's been heavy recently. and sometimes i have the gall to question it, or be unsure, but i think it's real when i can feel so bad about it. i really like was just born wrong. i really wish with all my heart i was born a woman. and its humiliating. and shameful. et cetera et cetera. i found a video i saved in 2022 of a Beautiful Woman with Bleached Hair and i had saved because i was like "wow she looks so cool i wish i looked like her" and didnt decide to investigate that feeling further. but obviously its been here even if i feel like a fraud about it, it is here and it is real. i was watching Mama Mia! recently and they have that scene with meryl streep helping her daughter ...